I need a job

So far this trip has been really incredible. I’ve been so busy I’ve had no time to write. My first meeting was by far the most intimidating. I got to mee with Nicky Silver who in case you don’t know is a major playwright in New York City. He said a few things that really got me thinking about who I am as a writer. He talked about how feedback did not help him because he was only interested in writing what he thought was good. At the readings I have had of my plays I find myself more and more ignoring peoples suggestions. I thought that I was being overconfident. Now I am starting to beleive that maybe I’m just interested in writing my play to be just the way I want it. Plays today are most often workshopped, not written. Maybe I want this play to just simply be written. It’s nice to think maybe I’m not overconfident. Wow this post is so spastic. I’ll write again when my heads clearer.